Insomia or over thinking?

Hindi ako nakatulog ng maayos, half awake.  Ano bang iniisip ko? Wala naman ata. Napapadalas nga eh. Paikot ikot ako sa kama, nagbilang na ko ng tupa, aso, pusa, daga, dragon lahat na ng hayop binilang ko na. Gising na gising pa rin ako! May breathing excercise pa kong nalalaman, wala pa rin. Nagpray ako,  hindi ko nga ata nasabing ‘amen’ tapos nakatulog ako, saglit. Naramdaman ko namatay yong aircone(nakatimer kasi), binuksan ko ulit. Mga 4 am yon, tapos hindi na ko nakatulog ulit, 6 am na ko nakatulog ulit. 

Okay, may iniisip kasi ako. Last time nanaginip ako, hindi ko nga alam kung nagsleep talk ako eh. Kasi medyo madrama yong panaginip kong yon. Pag gising ko kasi ang bait bait ni Mommy sakin. Tapos nagbabanggit siya ng mga quotation na tungkol sa “what hurts the most” yong mga ganyan ba. Katakot tapos mukang nabasa pa ni Mommy yong diary ko. Dati tinanong niya kung nasan sila, ngayon hindi na niya tinanong. Feeling ko nabasa nga niya. Tapos, yong isa naman nadugtong nung panaginip ko. May sorry ng sorry sakin. Ang sad talaga. Diba kapag may nag sosorry sayo matutuwa ka, pero hindi pag gising ko nakadilat lang ako sa kama. “Sorry?” Drama diba? Tapos yong isa naman, nakalimutan ko na. Bast same topic lang yong panaginip ko. Feeling ko nangyari talaga. :( Nakakalungkot pag gising.

Hindi naman yong over thinking, kasi hindi talaga. Naniniwala akong hindi talaga.  One time naman (hala nag kwento na), tapos ko nang basahin yong Everyday, eh nainis ako sa ending. Ganon nalang yon? Ayon, hindi ako natulog agad. HAHA Anyway, ang puyatera ko kasi eh. Hindi ko tuloy mabalik yong normal kong tulog. Late matutulog, late gigising. 12nn worst 1 pm or more. -__________- NAH! Not overthinking kasi dati na kong puyatera pero atleast dati kapag pumikit ako tulog agad. Eh ngayon pag pikit ko ilang milliong hayop yong pa binilang ko, gising na gising pa rin ako. Wag naman kaya hayop yong bilangin ko, puno, bulaklak or insecto na naman kaya?

  • Me: Goodnight :) Sweetdreams.

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You don’t want it because you’re scared.

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Sana careful tayo sa mga word na gagamitin natin. 


Remember, God will never waste anything you go through in life. If you’ll keep the right attitude, He’ll turn that situation around for your good. It doesn’t matter how you got there, whether it was by your own poor choices or maybe someone else treated you unfairly, God wants to use that situation to do a work in you. He’ll take that evil and turn it around for your good. You may be uncomfortable at times, but you’ve got to know that you are growing, and God is building your character.

Remember, God will never waste anything you go through in life. If you’ll keep the right attitude, He’ll turn that situation around for your good. It doesn’t matter how you got there, whether it was by your own poor choices or maybe someone else treated you unfairly, God wants to use that situation to do a work in you. He’ll take that evil and turn it around for your good. You may be uncomfortable at times, but you’ve got to know that you are growing, and God is building your character.

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Normal lang ba to? Hindi diba? Mali nga to eh. Diba? Mali to. Tama ba? haha Ang weird ng tanong no? “Mali to. Tama ba?” Weird. Im so distracted kaya ididistract ko tong distraction na to. HA? I mean, distracted nga ako so ididistract ko tong distraction na to para mawala diba? HAHAHAHAHA 

Sa monday na yong start ng distraction na magpapawala ng distraction na to. Okay. ANO BANG GUSTO KONG IPAGLABAN?! 

Wala pa ring nagbabago.

EVERYDAY

Tapos ko nang basahin yong EVERYDAY. At ano yong ending, bakit ganon? Bakit? Bakit? Ano to A, iiwan mo nalang si rihannon tapos ganon nalang? Ibibigay mo siya kay Alex. Waht. Okay. Hindi ko tanggap na tapos na. Goodbye na. Huhuhu Bakit ganon? Huhuhu

MOVE.ON.PAT

Everytime na imemessage ko sila
  • Ako: *Insert her/his name here*!!!!
  • Siya: Nako Pat, nabobored ka na naman noh? Hahaha
  • : ( Evertime ba na minimessage ko kayo, ibig sabihin bored agad? :(

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keithyyyyyyy:

I’m not into Disney Princesses, but I like this one.

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